Opening up spiritually to a baby

I had another appointment with Pam and admitted that for a while now I am sad each time I get my period.  That I want another boy baby.  Of course Rob wants a girl.


So we worked on letting go of the fears I have

  1. I WON’T get pregnant and I will be sad.  That will be a loss, opening up to having a baby and then not having one.
  2. I WILL get pregnant and the baby will be a girl.  I am sure I would adjust, but for some reason girls scare me.  I think it is having to do their hair?  Also I know how to raise boys and they are so much fun and my boys are so great that I want another boy.
  3. I will have another traumatic birth.


With talking about it, I realized those are just distractions.  Certainly I can handle any of those things if they happened, but when I get worked up about it and create drama about it, it is just distracting me from the revelation I received that what happens is in God’s hands and I am choosing to place it there.


No drama needed.


Just Peace.


Since then I have been able to see myself as a mom of a girl.    I have never even been able to imagine that before.  So I feel more open to whatever may be.

4 thoughts on “Opening up spiritually to a baby”

  1. Psssst, Sheridan, you don’t HAVE to do their hair. My four-year old has her hair cut in a chin-length bob with bangs, all it needs is a little brushing, and I think she looks very cute!

    Whatever happens will be for the best. God is at the helm!

  2. Neil A. Maxwell:
    “Faith in God includes faith in His timing.”

    Don’t waste today waiting for tomorrow. Live your life, expect good things, and be grateful for the blessings that are yours.

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