Rob and I went to the temple to pray about having another baby.
I got confirmation to stop using birth control for a period of time. In my mind it is until my birthday (I will be turning 42). I felt good about that.
I didn’t feel like we WILL have another baby or that we WON’T just that we should stop trying to control it. I think probably we won’t, I don’t know why. But now it was time to let go of the condoms.
It was too tempting with them in the house to use them. Once we didn’t use one (while fertile), but later in the week we did.
So Rob and I agreed the he should come. I am not sure why the condom fairy is male in both of our minds, but he is. He took our condoms and now if it is meant to be, it will be.